Friday, July 29, 2005, 4:33 PM
i'm on 44th heaven!
i'm so happy. (:
Tuesday, July 26, 2005, 10:16 PM
heh.
haha. elc was drunk today.
Sunday, July 24, 2005, 10:07 PM
i'm tired.
hm. yesterday's vip test was a failure. the maths paper was quite easy compared to tj's but the english paper was so damn tough la. i stare at the first question and wonder if it was the tamil paper instead of english paper that i was taking. then i looked at all the questions.. and realised i didnt know how to do almost all of them. shit. there goes all my hope...
just played maplestory. damn it lah. saw that stupid lupin with blue mushrooms. fark sia. i was trying to escape from all of them by hanging on the string. and who knows that the stupid lupin can THROWS BANANAS UP on me?! walao. i died 3 times okay. lost a total of 18% of my exp. sheesh. curses.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005, 7:24 PM
ppl, i'm crazy.
i've said it before and i'll say it again. I THINK I'M CRAZY. maybe i already am. i can't believe i just spent a friggin' 10 and a half bucks on maplestory prepaid card. there goes half of my allowance. i don't usually splurge like this. but i have no idea why i did this this time. my mom would definitely kill me if she finds out. yep and i'm trying desperately to destroy the evidence which is the receipt. ugh.
i still think i'm crazy.
Monday, July 18, 2005, 10:06 PM
birthdayy.
hm. my birthday in less than a month. somehow i'm not feeling a least bit excited. is it true that people come to a point when they are just not excited about their birthdays anymore? or is it too early for me to come to this point already? i don't know.
ok let's recall. what did i do on my last birthday? ok. nothing much i guess. just staying at home while my parents are off to work. yea. slacking away and using the comp like any typical day. no celebrations no nothing. just a few red packets from my mum and aunt, maybe a few presents from a few closer friends. and definitely i didnt feel a year older in any way.
but the good thing about my birthday is that it's actually a school holiday. which means i get a day off school as a present. yeps. somemore the day before got fireworks one. ahahs. yes. this is self consolation.
wtf. now i realise how meaningless my life is. meaningless is the keyword. but. somehow. i really like this meaningless life. maybe that's just the way i am. (:
Saturday, July 16, 2005, 8:49 PM
maple.
haha. i think i'm addicted to maplestory already. even though i really suck at it. i suck so much to the extend that i actually mistook bolt for claw. two completely different words, and i actually managed to mistake them. i am such a failure.
Friday, July 15, 2005, 7:13 PM
sighs. another class was ransacked again. 3 ransacked classes in a year. wth. now i seriously think that our school is very unsafe now. and to think that people say that the school is their second home. what kind of home is this lah.
oh ya, during legacy lesson today we took this quiz to find out which career suits us. and the results are roughly as follow:
according to my interests:
designer (editorial)
writer
wtf. i never wanted to become a writer. i want to be a DOCTOR.
according to my abilities:
architect (buildings)
architect (landscapes)
artist (visual arts)
artist (commercial)
designer (graphics)
developer (internet)
koff. an ARTIST?! what a joke. and where's my doctor?! arghh.
and unfortunately, there's no career that suits both my interests and abilities. which means.. i'm jobdless.
yep. going to pioneerjc tomorrow. have to be in school by 6.30am. eff. and this means that i have to wake up as early as 5.15am. and the worst part is, we have to share the same bus as cchms. ugh. now i begin to wonder why i even let my mom sign the consent form in the first place.. sheesh.
Thursday, July 14, 2005, 10:52 PM
1520
ugh. ran 2.4km today. but only 4 rounds; and on the actual day we're supposed to run 4 and 3/4 rounds. yep. my timing was so farking horrible. it's 15:20. (remember to buy 4d kays.) so embarrassing. yikes.
yea.. i've lots of things to say but i'm too lazy to type it all out. shall update again another day. till then.
Sunday, July 10, 2005, 1:38 PM
nil
blahblah. studied for science just now. but got too brain dead after half an hour. sighhs. shall continue later. i guess.
okays. so what should i do now. i don't wanna play maplestory cos i've got this feeling that i'll die and lose all my experience and i'll start calling everyone for urgent help which is totally embarrassing. hur.
sian. i don't wanna go back to school tomorrow. argh. why am i so lazy. nono. i cannot be so lazy. my results will suffer if i'm lazy. but. i've always been lazy. ugh. i'm not making any sense. so shuddup.
Friday, July 08, 2005, 7:39 PM
jcjcjc. -_-"
yawns. still having flu. argh. can't stand it la. it's making me really sleepy and uncomfortable.
had SPA test today. i think i'm gonna flunk this time. got scolded by mr roslan just by whispering a word to deborah. he was like, "if i catch you talking one more time, you're considered cheating. fair right?" blahh. i think he left a bad impression on me. cos he was like glaring at me every now and then and giving me this you-are-cheating look.
next, our entrepreneur group got scolded for not doing our report writing. so ms saffiah went really sadistic and made us sit on the floor to finish up the report writing. wtf la. even after the bell rang she still wanted us to finish up the assignment and even chased us out of the comp lab and do along the corridor. but after awhile she decided to let us go. sheesh.
thenthen. after school i had to rush to take the NE survey. i feel damn guilty for answering the question honestly la. they said, "i would die for my country", "saying the pledge is meaningful to me" etc and i was like shading "disagree". haha.
went to vjc after that. VJC RAWKS LAH. their school is so damn nice. all air-conditioned. all perfect. even their ushers are um.. well. perfect. but i think they were too friendly. they were like all over the school and "preying" on people. haha. ya.. and the place is like full of vs and dunman high people. so kimmy and me went to the bio presentation and the whole place was filled with people from different schools, and the majority of them are victorians. in the end kimmy and me were the only 2 people from tkgs and we kinda stood out cos of our green uniforms. so paiseh.
yepyep. have to go to tjc tomorrow for GAT. must wake up like 6 plus la. sian. next saturday still have to go to pjc for some racial harmony crap thingy. suddenly i've been going to alot of jcs lately. hur.
Thursday, July 07, 2005, 8:16 PM
HECTIC.
blah. my voice sounds funny. it's either there's something wrong with my nose or my ears. but it should be my nose. had flu yesterday and today. siann.
have to go for some crap NE survey tomorrow. argh. why am i so lucky to be among the half of the class that was chosen to take that survey? my life is really jinxed man. and yep.. might be going for VJC's open house with kimmy after the survey tomorrow. zzz.
thenthenthen. i still have to go for the GAT test at TJC on saturday. WTF LA. now i won't have any time left for me to rest and prepare for the upcoming chinese and science tests already. oh and, i still haven't complete my dnt folio yet, which was supposed to be handed up on last tuesday. hur. and i told him that i havent print them out yet when i didnt even start on them.
hectic hectic life.
to do list:
- study science CA.
- study chinese ting xie.
- do chinese file.
- do dnt folio.
- do art.
rest and play.
koff.
I, LIN WAN SHI, HEREBY DECLARE THAT I HAVE OFFICIALLY BROKEN UP WITH LYNETTE CHUA SI LIN.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005, 10:19 PM
haha. yearbook.
hmff.
hurhur.
HAHAHA.
VS yearbook is so damn hilarious la! thank you net for letting me bring home today. that book really brings joy, happiness and laughter into my dull life. (:
Tuesday, July 05, 2005, 5:51 PM
I MISS JAY ALREADY.
i never said my son was normal.
hitting a child in public will inflict mental damage.
wo xiang xing shi jie shang you shen. qi shi shen ye shi ren. dan ta men neng zuo ren zuo bu dao de shi. suo yi jiu chen wei shen.
I REALLY WANNA WATCH INITIAL D AGAIN.
blah. but i obviously lack of cold, hard cash which in turn deprives me of watching initial d again. but owells. i can always wait for the dvd to come out. or the soundtrack. whichever makes me the happiest girl in the world. :D
hur. had TSC today. both mrs ho and i talked in chinese. heh. then i found out that actually mrs ho was very much similar like me. cheena people and angmoh schools just don't click. so i told her that my english sarks and she said that she faced the same problem back in school too. and blablah she told me that i should write and read english more often. oh and she asked whether being both the chinese rep and secretary was a difficult task. haha. but seriously i don't really do much for both of them la. i feel like a slacker.
nanana. i get to miss guides tomorrow! whooo! somemore tomorrow guides got PT. heng ar.
Monday, July 04, 2005, 10:49 PM
test
take the test here: http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.