Monday, August 22, 2005, 7:34 PM
this is so fucking depressing. my life just keeps crashing and crashing down.
Friday, August 19, 2005, 7:56 PM
AHH!! JUNYANG!!
this is ridiculous.
HOW THE HECK CAN JUNYANG GET ELIMINATED?!
i'm so farking heartbroken lah. all wei lian's fault. i seriously can't accept the fact that junyang's gone. wth. HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO HIM?! i bet most people voted for wei lian out of sympathy only. junyang's supposed to win. did you see how farking high he got?! it was a sure win situation. and then, he's eliminated.
i swear that kelly better win wei lian or i'll jump down from the 13th floor and die. (:
Monday, August 15, 2005, 9:45 PM
the earth says: hello! (:
haha. went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory today. wo shi bei bi de. lynette lah! stupid. didn't want to watch the maid. anyways they weren't showing the maid today. but anyways! it's still her fault. haha.
then went for bag-hunting. couldn't find any nice bag within my budget. basically cos of certain someone who didn't bring enough money today. koff. and still dare to keep bugging me to take neoprints. haha. XD
ok. i still have to watch the maid. if not i'll feel sorry for myself. lol. HORROR MOVIES RAWK!
Wednesday, August 10, 2005, 4:15 PM
wtf.
argh. so i didnt get into tjc. i don't care if they said they might be contacting me in a few days' time. i feel like this is just like an empty hope.
they made us wait from 9.30 to about 11+ and this is what i get. they were like, "blablabla your academic performance is good but you didn't show much involvement in your cca." like eff you lah. my cca is guides. and what do you expect out of guides when you're just a mere, useless, lower sec?! my point of view is that academic performance is definitely more important than cca. cos i couldnt care less about guides. i mean, it's okay if you didnt want to accept me because of my poor academic performance, this i can understand. but i don't freaking understand why the hell they would want to put guides on top of academic lah! this is injustice.
i can't believe i actually shed my tears over this meaningless interview. it's so foolish. so hey, i've decided that i'm gonna say this loudly and proudly: EFF YOU TJ!! (:
Tuesday, August 09, 2005, 1:54 PM
fourty.. four!
ahhh. interview tomorrow. i'm panicking already. and i forgot how to get to tjc liao. die lah. but the good thing is, i'm dragging my brother along with me there. muahahaha. XD
HAPPY 40th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
Sunday, August 07, 2005, 2:25 PM
what an insult.
I don't know whether i should be feeling relieved or insulted. TJ just called me for the Phase 2 interview. like wth. after so long. after they disheartened me greatly. they called. and the reason they called was because that alot of the people who went for the Phase 1 interview and got in rejected their offer. which means.. i'm actually their spare tyre.
Plus suay suay the interview happens to be on my birthday. wow. what a prez. and the teacher who called me was like, "i hope this will be the birthday gift for you." -_______-;;
but wells, of course, i still like VJ better. so part of me wants to get chosen and part of me does not. arghh. that's what happens when you apply for 2 JCs huhs.
ok. whatever it is, wish me luck kays. (:
Wednesday, August 03, 2005, 8:29 PM
tou fa.
argh. my hair is so damn short now. actually not very short. but it feels short. but nvm.. i still love it nevertheless. (:
Tuesday, August 02, 2005, 10:09 PM
guides guides.
argh. guides is getting suckier week by week. i really wish that i can quit this meaningless cca asap. maybe this is one of the reasons why i wanted to try out for IP -- to leave guides.
i mean, what's the point of doing footdrill? to promote teamwork? what shit is this sia. and PT every week?! please. we are NOT the npcc, we are girl guides.
sometimes i hope that the sec4s would come back and save us from the uhh. quite scary sec 3s. (i hope none of them is reading this) at least the sec4s don't give us this oh-i'm-a-senior-i'm-so-great attitude. the sec3s ahh.. i really don't know what to say about them. can't they just be a little like, friendlier with us? why is there such a big gap in between us? why can't they tell us to do something nicely instead of "ordering" us? is it compulsory to make guides so strict and un-fun for everyone?
sighhs.
