meeee. (:

2006-02-21T19:33:00.001+08:00

i feel so depessed today. i feel so fucking left out and cheated. i realised that even after how nice i treated my friends.. they still treat me like a nobody. they didnt even talk to me unless they want to borrow something for me or they need me to help them with something.. they're just a bunch of selfish people who only care about themselves.. sometimes i think IP people really suck can.. they think they're oh-so-smart.. and they prefer to stick to people with their same level of intelligence.. yuckyuckyuck.

okay.. i dont wna talk about this anymore.. byeee.

2006-02-13T19:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!! <3
in advance. haha.

EH SOMEONE GIVE ME ROSES LAH. PLEASE. HAHAHA.

2006-02-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

haiz TA is kind of shitty now. the teacher kept bombarding us with shitty projects and sickingly-gross homework. they actually expect us to find out our own information. like wtf? we dont even have textbooks and there they are, demanding us to find information from the INTERNET. i think that internet is an unreliable source. you dont even know whether you're looking at the right thing. and when you realised that you're looking at the wrong thing, it's too late and you've probably got yourself all confused.

and we're having streaming only this year. wth lah i still have to continue taking history. history is so damn sick. it's not like i'm going to take law in the future and become a lawyer. so why do i need to take history?! i dont understand what TA actually wants from us lah. i'm not even confident that i'll pass my A's if they continue using their "new" style of teaching. they don't know that some things just can't change. some things are better left unchanged. textbooks should still be used.

i can't wait to finish this 4 years. whoo time can you fly faster? i feel like breaking down already.

2006-02-04T18:57:00.000+08:00

ahhhh. there are so many homework!!!

i'm done with maths, half done with history and i'm left with bio project which i have no idea what the question is trying to ask, ting xie, zhou ji (guess i'm gna do later cos i know i'm gna regret when i start doing last minute work), social studies and some other project shyt like history, geography and social studies. WTH LAH. it's the first time in my lifetime that i'm faced with so many work. yea tkgs is quite a slack school. except that there's a CA every other week which is still quite okay.

okayokay i'm gna run off and do my zhou ji now. gahh. luckily it's chinese. heh.

2006-02-02T18:16:00.000+08:00

SIGHS. when i finally blog, no one reads.

okay this is what i'm gna do. I'M GOING TO MAKE MY BLOG INTERESTING. like using different styles of writing. you know, the way how robert louis stevenson wrote the strange case of J & H. like how he made used of multiple recounts and letters to tell us the story. and my! the strange language he uses.. it's so interesting. his book captured my attention from the very start. it allows me to question.. and left me a sense of uncertainty till the very end.

okay.
so wtf am i talking about.

anyways, i'm planning to go back to tkgs this monday. i know i've been saying that i want to go back this past weeks but i didnt, but this time i'm serious. i'm going to go back. i want to meet the 5 of them. i want my hsk results back. yea. nobody's gonna stop me. (:

OMG LOOK! IT'S A NEW LAYOUT!

2006-01-30T22:27:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!!! THIS IS A NEW LAYOUT!! i've made a new layout i've made a new layout i've made a new layout... hahaha i'm going crazy already.

anyways i made this layout in a rush. like in an hour. that's why it's kinda obvious that some of the old stuffs in the previous layout are still left unchanged.. haha. i realised that my skills are getting really rusty.. like seriously. i forgot how to do all those coding shyt lah. everything seemed like a foreign language to me. but i still got everything done successfully.. not bad not bad. *pats myself on the back*

HAPPY CNY PPL! XD

whoo!

2006-01-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

OKAY I'M GNA MAKE A NEW LAYOUT.

WAIT AND SEE.

to: lynette chuaaa.

2005-11-23T22:51:00.000+08:00

OKAYS.
people, i'm blogging.
one looong, meaningful and non-maple post,
about

lynette. (:
okays actually i'm doing this cos she finally downloaded maple today, like after centuries she promised me that she'll download. oops sorry. i'm not supposed to talk about maple.

hmm. lynette. she's the one who ~~stold~~ stole my register number 20. she's the one who partnered me during science lab lessons and believe me, it was sheer torture when she starts fiddling around with the apparatus and the laptop. and while doing that, she'll go "hey wanshee look!" countless times, irritating the poor me without fail. she's also the one who stood behind me during morning assembly and successfully withstood all my jokes for these past 2 years. for example, the miss kara tay joke. XD

and she insults maple, alot. she says that maple is boring when she haven't even tried it and she claims that maple is for weird people. okay yesyes i know i'm not supposed to be talking about maple.

oh and, she insults jay too. she thinks that wilber is better than jay! like wth?! how can anyone be exactly better than jay?! okok i'm hearing alot of protests out there already. (elc: dodo is better than jay lah.)

but ohwells, whatever it is, she's still one of my closest friends in the clique. after all the thick and thin, all the laughters and tears, all the reconciliation and conflicts, all the ups and downs that we went through these past 2 years, i've really grew much closer to her. i slowly accepted her for who she is, even though there might be a few misunderstandings here and there.

let's keep in touch forever kays? i'll miss you! <33

p/s. eh i've already re-read this post alot of times before actually posting it so i hope that there's no grammer or spelling mistakes that you can correct. wahahaha.

2005-11-17T23:10:00.000+08:00

maple is so fuckingly biased and i have no idea why i'm still playing it. everybody's got snowboards except for me! and i've been working friggin' hard just to realise that i still have nothing at the end of the day. eff it.
maybe i should turn to DDR instead.
nono. o. O; not a good idea.
ahh.

2005-10-14T17:58:00.000+08:00

14 days, or 2 weeks left in tkgs and counting.
after today's tjc's openhouse, i'm not sure about leaving tkgs.
tjc just looks.. freaky to me.
i hope this is just all in my head.
and i'll get used to tjc like how i got used to tkgs.
lalala.

i love the uniform. (:

2005-10-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

omg. i'm feeling pmssy again. so i need to blog. if i don't blog i'll start venting my anger on someone. sheesh. i don't even know what i'm pmsing about. maybe i do. but i'm not sure. i know i shouldn't let my pmssy side out so often. it's not good for the people around me to see me in this state. anyways, whenever i start pmsing, i'll always go to sleep. maybe i should sleep soon. yep that's the way. oh or maybe, i can pretend to be happy. like saying "haha" or "lol" when i'm not even a least bit amused. yea i think i can manage that. i'm a good actress.

arghhhh.

2005-10-06T18:22:00.000+08:00

lalala. i think i'm gonna flunk my paper 1. i chose a stupid question. and i really regret it. sighhs.

grass ---> meat + milk

2005-09-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

Grass can be converted into meat and milk.

you know how is this done?

still dont know?

just think of the cow.

the cow eats grass and produces meat and milk for us to consume.

find it lame?! haha. this "joke" was actually said by our dear science teacher, mr roslan. ((((:

exams

2005-09-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

IT'S SO DAMN SIAN NOWADAYS. somehow i've lost all my mood to study. and that's definitely not a good sign since the english paper is only like 5 days away. WHY AM I SO SLACK?! i have to study. i need to study. oh fine whatever shut up ws. stop being so farking pmssy.

-

2005-09-22T15:49:00.000+08:00

i don't really see the point of continuosly posting lengthy entries on your blog and trying to indirectly tell everyone how you feel about certain people who supposedly pissed you off.
so anyways, i'm trying to keep this entry short and simple.
firstly, please don't use the word 'hate' ever again. it's such a farking strong word and you wouldn't like it if i used the same word to you. secondly, there's no such thing as 'stealing your best friend away'. i can't 'steal' her away if she chose to be with you. i didn't point a knife at her and threaten her to follow me. thirdly, love others before others can love you. think about the two sides of a situation. think about yourself. lastly, don't expect me to apologise or feel remorseful about what happened cos after much thinking, i think it wasn't my fault.

quote from mdm surayah

2005-09-21T22:06:00.000+08:00

"...you see the calculator, and WHAT THE HECK, you just press."
hahaha.
the little things in life that make me laugh. XD

suicidal.

2005-09-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

oh my gawd lah. i can't believe this actually happened at my own block. and i actually witnessed, or rather, heard this happening.

yesterday night, while i was watching tale of two sisters (alone) halfway through, around 1am, i heard this man screaming "AHHHHHH..." followed by two loud "THUD!"s. okay. so i was kinda freaked out at first since i'm watching a horror show and this was like the "extra sound effects". yepps. so i thought that it was some sort of a gunshot or something but strangely, i wasn't quite affected by it and i continued watching the show.

so anyways, the next day, all the aunties were talking about some guy jumping off the building and blahblahblah. and it was said that the guy jumped off from the 13th floor (um btw this has absolutely no connection to my previous post, which i've said that i would jumped off the 13th floor if wei lian wins) , which is the floor that i'm living at. apparently the man jumped off at my neighbour's apartment as it was rumoured that they saw his slippers there. ok. the good thing is that he didnt choose my apartment cos most probably he knows that i'm still awake.

then most of them said that he got retrenched and hallucinated that his deceased dad is calling out for him downstairs. dunno lahs. it's damn scary kays.

yepps. so naturally, many of them went to buy 4d.. say dunno what block 31, 13th floor, 38 years old and he lived at the 3rd floor (i have no idea why he chose to jump at the 13th floor lah). ya and there's alot of 3s.

anyways. it's was a truly horrifying experience for me. maybe it's a good thing that i heard it happening rather than to see it? hmms. i wished that my dad had watched the tale of two sisters with me. then at least i won't be so clueless that night. hurr.

life is such a fragile thing.

geog sarks.

2005-09-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

arghhs. i have no freaking idea how to do the damn geog ca lah. only did the first 2 questions. then stared at the rest of the questions blankly and decided to put it off till tomorrow. blahhs. havent done lit and eng either.. all i dont know how to do lah!! wtf. i feel so stupid. urghh. lalala. school's reopening so soon le. sian lah. don't wanna go back yet. i've got a feeling that i'll be rushing through all the homework in the morning again. and my sixth sense is usually correct. hur.

ok i'm blabbering again. shut up ws. SHUT UP!! =x

ip ip ip..

2005-09-03T21:21:00.000+08:00

ok. so i finally got into tjc. after so long. i don't know whether i should be feeling happy or what. i'm still not mentally ready to change to another school yet. you know, like after i got used to tkgs, i have to prepare myself for tjc. sighhs. i don't feel like making new friends all over again yet.. plus, it's not easy to change from an all girls school to a mixed school. BUT. it's too late for all this now. i've already sent in the acceptance letter. ):

i can't believe that i did badly for the tjc's maths test. both the interviews they went about questioning me on the maths paper. they asked me how i find the maths paper. yeaa. and so the second time they told me that i did badly for it and they found it really peculiar cos i did quite okay for my term 2 maths. blahh. yea and they warned me about me using the comp.. they think that the comp will distract me and blablabla which i think is total crap. yes the comp will distract me but i know how to balance my time well kays? and i'm definitely sure that i know what i'm doing and what i'm doing will not cause any disadvantages to me.

the first round interviewers recognised me. omg. they actually recognised me. they were like, "i've seen you before right?" i was like faking a damn smile at time while trying to fling the damn acceptance letter i was clutching onto at them. and trying to hint to them like, "see i've got this! so what's the damn problem with you the other time?! eff you! ((:" wahahah.

AHHH. all those mixed emotions. maybe i'm on the route to becoming a mentally stressed person.

2005-09-01T23:00:00.000+08:00

WTF I DON'T BELIEVE THIS HOW CAN WEI LIAN WIN?! ARGHHHHHHH!!

2005-08-22T19:34:00.000+08:00

this is so fucking depressing. my life just keeps crashing and crashing down.

AHH!! JUNYANG!!

2005-08-19T19:56:00.000+08:00

this is ridiculous.

HOW THE HECK CAN JUNYANG GET ELIMINATED?!
i'm so farking heartbroken lah. all wei lian's fault. i seriously can't accept the fact that junyang's gone. wth. HOW CAN THEY DO THIS TO HIM?! i bet most people voted for wei lian out of sympathy only. junyang's supposed to win. did you see how farking high he got?! it was a sure win situation. and then, he's eliminated.

i swear that kelly better win wei lian or i'll jump down from the 13th floor and die. (:

the earth says: hello! (:

2005-08-15T21:45:00.000+08:00

haha. went to watch charlie and the chocolate factory today. wo shi bei bi de. lynette lah! stupid. didn't want to watch the maid. anyways they weren't showing the maid today. but anyways! it's still her fault. haha.

then went for bag-hunting. couldn't find any nice bag within my budget. basically cos of certain someone who didn't bring enough money today. koff. and still dare to keep bugging me to take neoprints. haha. XD

ok. i still have to watch the maid. if not i'll feel sorry for myself. lol. HORROR MOVIES RAWK!

wtf.

2005-08-10T16:15:00.000+08:00

argh. so i didnt get into tjc. i don't care if they said they might be contacting me in a few days' time. i feel like this is just like an empty hope.

they made us wait from 9.30 to about 11+ and this is what i get. they were like, "blablabla your academic performance is good but you didn't show much involvement in your cca." like eff you lah. my cca is guides. and what do you expect out of guides when you're just a mere, useless, lower sec?! my point of view is that academic performance is definitely more important than cca. cos i couldnt care less about guides. i mean, it's okay if you didnt want to accept me because of my poor academic performance, this i can understand. but i don't freaking understand why the hell they would want to put guides on top of academic lah! this is injustice.

i can't believe i actually shed my tears over this meaningless interview. it's so foolish. so hey, i've decided that i'm gonna say this loudly and proudly: EFF YOU TJ!! (:

fourty.. four!

2005-08-09T13:54:00.000+08:00

ahhh. interview tomorrow. i'm panicking already. and i forgot how to get to tjc liao. die lah. but the good thing is, i'm dragging my brother along with me there. muahahaha. XD

HAPPY 40th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

what an insult.

2005-08-07T14:25:00.000+08:00

I don't know whether i should be feeling relieved or insulted. TJ just called me for the Phase 2 interview. like wth. after so long. after they disheartened me greatly. they called. and the reason they called was because that alot of the people who went for the Phase 1 interview and got in rejected their offer. which means.. i'm actually their spare tyre.

Plus suay suay the interview happens to be on my birthday. wow. what a prez. and the teacher who called me was like, "i hope this will be the birthday gift for you." -_______-;;

but wells, of course, i still like VJ better. so part of me wants to get chosen and part of me does not. arghh. that's what happens when you apply for 2 JCs huhs.

ok. whatever it is, wish me luck kays. (:

tou fa.

2005-08-03T20:29:00.000+08:00

argh. my hair is so damn short now. actually not very short. but it feels short. but nvm.. i still love it nevertheless. (:

guides guides.

2005-08-02T22:09:00.000+08:00

argh. guides is getting suckier week by week. i really wish that i can quit this meaningless cca asap. maybe this is one of the reasons why i wanted to try out for IP -- to leave guides.

i mean, what's the point of doing footdrill? to promote teamwork? what shit is this sia. and PT every week?! please. we are NOT the npcc, we are girl guides.

sometimes i hope that the sec4s would come back and save us from the uhh. quite scary sec 3s. (i hope none of them is reading this) at least the sec4s don't give us this oh-i'm-a-senior-i'm-so-great attitude. the sec3s ahh.. i really don't know what to say about them. can't they just be a little like, friendlier with us? why is there such a big gap in between us? why can't they tell us to do something nicely instead of "ordering" us? is it compulsory to make guides so strict and un-fun for everyone?

sighhs.

i'm on 44th heaven!

2005-07-29T16:33:00.000+08:00

i'm so happy. (:

heh.

2005-07-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

haha. elc was drunk today.

i'm tired.

2005-07-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

hm. yesterday's vip test was a failure. the maths paper was quite easy compared to tj's but the english paper was so damn tough la. i stare at the first question and wonder if it was the tamil paper instead of english paper that i was taking. then i looked at all the questions.. and realised i didnt know how to do almost all of them. shit. there goes all my hope...

just played maplestory. damn it lah. saw that stupid lupin with blue mushrooms. fark sia. i was trying to escape from all of them by hanging on the string. and who knows that the stupid lupin can THROWS BANANAS UP on me?! walao. i died 3 times okay. lost a total of 18% of my exp. sheesh. curses.

ppl, i'm crazy.

2005-07-19T19:24:00.000+08:00

i've said it before and i'll say it again. I THINK I'M CRAZY. maybe i already am. i can't believe i just spent a friggin' 10 and a half bucks on maplestory prepaid card. there goes half of my allowance. i don't usually splurge like this. but i have no idea why i did this this time. my mom would definitely kill me if she finds out. yep and i'm trying desperately to destroy the evidence which is the receipt. ugh.

i still think i'm crazy.

birthdayy.

2005-07-18T22:06:00.000+08:00

hm. my birthday in less than a month. somehow i'm not feeling a least bit excited. is it true that people come to a point when they are just not excited about their birthdays anymore? or is it too early for me to come to this point already? i don't know.

ok let's recall. what did i do on my last birthday? ok. nothing much i guess. just staying at home while my parents are off to work. yea. slacking away and using the comp like any typical day. no celebrations no nothing. just a few red packets from my mum and aunt, maybe a few presents from a few closer friends. and definitely i didnt feel a year older in any way.

but the good thing about my birthday is that it's actually a school holiday. which means i get a day off school as a present. yeps. somemore the day before got fireworks one. ahahs. yes. this is self consolation.

wtf. now i realise how meaningless my life is. meaningless is the keyword. but. somehow. i really like this meaningless life. maybe that's just the way i am. (:

maple.

2005-07-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

haha. i think i'm addicted to maplestory already. even though i really suck at it. i suck so much to the extend that i actually mistook bolt for claw. two completely different words, and i actually managed to mistake them. i am such a failure.

2005-07-15T19:13:00.000+08:00

sighs. another class was ransacked again. 3 ransacked classes in a year. wth. now i seriously think that our school is very unsafe now. and to think that people say that the school is their second home. what kind of home is this lah.

oh ya, during legacy lesson today we took this quiz to find out which career suits us. and the results are roughly as follow:

according to my interests:
designer (editorial)
writer
wtf. i never wanted to become a writer. i want to be a DOCTOR.

according to my abilities:
architect (buildings)
architect (landscapes)
artist (visual arts)
artist (commercial)
designer (graphics)
developer (internet)
koff. an ARTIST?! what a joke. and where's my doctor?! arghh.

and unfortunately, there's no career that suits both my interests and abilities. which means.. i'm jobdless.

yep. going to pioneerjc tomorrow. have to be in school by 6.30am. eff. and this means that i have to wake up as early as 5.15am. and the worst part is, we have to share the same bus as cchms. ugh. now i begin to wonder why i even let my mom sign the consent form in the first place.. sheesh.

1520

2005-07-14T22:52:00.000+08:00

ugh. ran 2.4km today. but only 4 rounds; and on the actual day we're supposed to run 4 and 3/4 rounds. yep. my timing was so farking horrible. it's 15:20. (remember to buy 4d kays.) so embarrassing. yikes.

yea.. i've lots of things to say but i'm too lazy to type it all out. shall update again another day. till then.

nil

2005-07-10T13:38:00.000+08:00

blahblah. studied for science just now. but got too brain dead after half an hour. sighhs. shall continue later. i guess.

okays. so what should i do now. i don't wanna play maplestory cos i've got this feeling that i'll die and lose all my experience and i'll start calling everyone for urgent help which is totally embarrassing. hur.

sian. i don't wanna go back to school tomorrow. argh. why am i so lazy. nono. i cannot be so lazy. my results will suffer if i'm lazy. but. i've always been lazy. ugh. i'm not making any sense. so shuddup.

jcjcjc. -_-"

2005-07-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

yawns. still having flu. argh. can't stand it la. it's making me really sleepy and uncomfortable.

had SPA test today. i think i'm gonna flunk this time. got scolded by mr roslan just by whispering a word to deborah. he was like, "if i catch you talking one more time, you're considered cheating. fair right?" blahh. i think he left a bad impression on me. cos he was like glaring at me every now and then and giving me this you-are-cheating look.

next, our entrepreneur group got scolded for not doing our report writing. so ms saffiah went really sadistic and made us sit on the floor to finish up the report writing. wtf la. even after the bell rang she still wanted us to finish up the assignment and even chased us out of the comp lab and do along the corridor. but after awhile she decided to let us go. sheesh.

thenthen. after school i had to rush to take the NE survey. i feel damn guilty for answering the question honestly la. they said, "i would die for my country", "saying the pledge is meaningful to me" etc and i was like shading "disagree". haha.

went to vjc after that. VJC RAWKS LAH. their school is so damn nice. all air-conditioned. all perfect. even their ushers are um.. well. perfect. but i think they were too friendly. they were like all over the school and "preying" on people. haha. ya.. and the place is like full of vs and dunman high people. so kimmy and me went to the bio presentation and the whole place was filled with people from different schools, and the majority of them are victorians. in the end kimmy and me were the only 2 people from tkgs and we kinda stood out cos of our green uniforms. so paiseh.

yepyep. have to go to tjc tomorrow for GAT. must wake up like 6 plus la. sian. next saturday still have to go to pjc for some racial harmony crap thingy. suddenly i've been going to alot of jcs lately. hur.

HECTIC.

2005-07-07T20:16:00.000+08:00

blah. my voice sounds funny. it's either there's something wrong with my nose or my ears. but it should be my nose. had flu yesterday and today. siann.

have to go for some crap NE survey tomorrow. argh. why am i so lucky to be among the half of the class that was chosen to take that survey? my life is really jinxed man. and yep.. might be going for VJC's open house with kimmy after the survey tomorrow. zzz.

thenthenthen. i still have to go for the GAT test at TJC on saturday. WTF LA. now i won't have any time left for me to rest and prepare for the upcoming chinese and science tests already. oh and, i still haven't complete my dnt folio yet, which was supposed to be handed up on last tuesday. hur. and i told him that i havent print them out yet when i didnt even start on them.

hectic hectic life.

to do list:

study science CA.
study chinese ting xie.
do chinese file.
do dnt folio.
do art.
~~rest and play.~~

koff.

2005-07-07T17:03:00.000+08:00

I, LIN WAN SHI, HEREBY DECLARE THAT I HAVE OFFICIALLY BROKEN UP WITH LYNETTE CHUA SI LIN.

haha. yearbook.

2005-07-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

hmff.

hurhur.

HAHAHA.
VS yearbook is so damn hilarious la! thank you net for letting me bring home today. that book really brings joy, happiness and laughter into my dull life. (:

I MISS JAY ALREADY.

2005-07-05T17:51:00.000+08:00

i never said my son was normal.

hitting a child in public will inflict mental damage.

wo xiang xing shi jie shang you shen. qi shi shen ye shi ren. dan ta men neng zuo ren zuo bu dao de shi. suo yi jiu chen wei shen.

I REALLY WANNA WATCH INITIAL D AGAIN.
blah. but i obviously lack of cold, hard cash which in turn deprives me of watching initial d again. but owells. i can always wait for the dvd to come out. or the soundtrack. whichever makes me the happiest girl in the world. :D

hur. had TSC today. both mrs ho and i talked in chinese. heh. then i found out that actually mrs ho was very much similar like me. cheena people and angmoh schools just don't click. so i told her that my english sarks and she said that she faced the same problem back in school too. and blablah she told me that i should write and read english more often. oh and she asked whether being both the chinese rep and secretary was a difficult task. haha. but seriously i don't really do much for both of them la. i feel like a slacker.

nanana. i get to miss guides tomorrow! whooo! somemore tomorrow guides got PT. heng ar.

test

2005-07-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

take the test here: http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

toothpaste is acidic.

2005-06-30T18:22:00.000+08:00

blahblahblacksheep. I'M SO TIRED. i had footdrill yesterday and had 2.4km today. wtf la. i almost died can. this run really shows how unfit i really am. aboosh.

took height and weight today.
height: 153.5cm
weight: 37.5kg
i hardly grew la. ahhhh. i'm already a sec two and i still can't hit a 155cm. this is so disgraceful and i wanna hide inside my room and never face the world again.

i hereby conclude that MR ROSLAN's like MR HO. except that mr ho is a little better than him. he's so bad in teaching that i had to end up cramming my whole brain to figure out what he's trying to tell us. more like a puzzle or something. and i swear i've got this uncomfortable, tempting urge to shave off his moustache and beard la. or maybe i could like dye it red or something. or rebond it. just anything.

rahh. watching project superstar later. whooo!

footdrill.

2005-06-29T19:02:00.000+08:00

this is furr-reaky. i can actually hear the footdrill commands ringing in my head. IT'S FUCKING HAUNTING ME!

kekanan pusing.. kekiri pusing.. check T L V check.. hormat kehadapan hormat.. check 1 check up check down check up check down turn check.. nombor ganjil satu langkah kehadapan.. nombor genap satu langkah keblakang.. gerak! dari kiri cepat jalan! lep.. lep.. lep right.. BERHENTI!

ok.

please erase this outta my head. all of them. nono cannot. i still need the commands in the future. uhh. please erase this temporary outta my head. yups.

now. please.

NOW.

>_<;

2005-06-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA. i saw my primary school's ex-crush's profile. walao. now then he got friendster. like after 1 and a half years we left cedar. wtf. i used to be so despo trying to figure out whether he got friendster anot la. blahh. bai fei xin ji.

hrm. don't ask me why i liked him in the first place. it's more like infatuation. i never even talk to him before lors. shi bai.. shi bai.. haha. but yup, he's really cute. so i liked him for about 1 year and i decided not to like him anymore cos there're too many girls liking him. and plus he's quite a flirt. yep. he's one of those act-cool basketballers. no offence! but somehow liking him made me like the colour orange. cos of the basketball colour you know.. haha. yea.. now i find it really silly when i think about it. ahh. primary school life. x)

i still remember there was this time i saw him in the bus on my way home. i don't know what the hell he is doing there la. and he looked really different. or at least i thought so. he's like damn tanned and well, cuter. ya. it was so freaky kayys. but i don't think he recognised me or anything la.

hmms. now that i know his friendster, i dont think that i should add him. cos i've got a feeling that he doesnt even know that i exist la. in other words, i've always been unpopular. (T^T)

first day of term 3!

2005-06-27T20:12:00.000+08:00

first day of school. yawns. anyways, it wasnt that bad la. haha. yea. and i realised that i actually missed those people that i see everyday on the bus la. hur. maybe seeing them every morning actually makes me develop some feelings for them? lol.

yep. our geog teacher ms foo is quite nice. either she has yet to reveal her true self or she's really nice. ms saffiah is still just as weird, noting the fact that she said she'll make us write a compo on our june hols if we refuse to share it with her orally. oh and, btw, i still haven't finish my english compo yet. good thing that she didn't collect them today.

art was the boringest among all periods la. what caveman and eygptian painting. all crabmeats. plus mdm seah was throwing her usual tantrums at us and cursing us to become like her in the future. blahh.

after school i ate lunch with net, julia and clare at caltex. ate cup noodles and found out that caltex does not provide any chopsticks anymore after i threw away the fork that was provided in the cup noodles itself. so i ended up eating my noodles with a damn spoon. eeks.

after lunch net and me went to bugis for a short while. yep. saw this really nice black tee but didn't have enough cash to buy it after spending it on neoprints. yes, again. and net is really good at persuading people like me to take neoprints. so i guess i'll have to buy it on friday when i'm going to watch initial d la. ahh. money come money go. :(

yup that's all about it. this week is gonna be so damn siann. argh. wednesday. guides. footdrill. dead. =/

still feeling pmssy.

2005-06-25T19:04:00.000+08:00

ahh. i swear my possessions are out to get me la. firstly, my comp has been lagging like shit with all those irritating pop-ups that has been around since like last year. secondly, i can't upload any pics at friendster la. and it's only in my account. dammit. everytime i upload any picture it'll give me this red cross at the top left hand corner. and i tried refreshing a gazillion times and it's not working. BLAHH. i really wonder why weird things always happen to me. maybe my life is jinxed or something.

i seriously need to buy the initial d soundtrack before i go bananas. and i really really need someone to talk to. i don't wanna go back to school..

school's reopening and i hope it's all a dream!

2005-06-25T16:38:00.000+08:00

ARGH. SCHOOL'S REOPENING IN TWO DAYS' TIME AND I REALLY DON'T WANNA GO BACK. i haven't even fully enjoyed myself yet! :( ackk. time really flies. i still remember me rejoicing on the last day of term 2, and now what? school's reopening. and mr roslan as our science teacher?! eff. anybody but mr roslan please.

footdrill test on the 1st guides meeting of term 3. wtf. someone teach me how to memorise MALAY words please. help.

feeling real pmssy. beware.

stop missing him ws. he's got his own life to lead. make him leave your mind for good.

INITIAL D IS OUT!

2005-06-23T12:25:00.000+08:00

nanana. today's the 23rd of june. and that means.. INITIAL D IS OUT!! whooooooo! ((((:

rahh. and the game at www.initialdthemovie.com rawks! ((:

jayified.

2005-06-22T19:50:00.000+08:00

initial d. tomorrow. (:

argh. just read today's the new paper. aiya. now i feel a slight sense of jealousy within me. i'm jealous of those who turned up at lido to see jay yesterday. ahhh! jay.. where are you now? :(

ok nvm. i mustn't get too depressed. I SHALL GO BUY THE INITIAL D SOUNDTRACK and listen to it everyday. it's the only cure of all depressions.

artwork

2005-06-21T17:24:00.000+08:00

http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?iifgpiat1ms

result of bo liao-ness: another piece of artwork. looks damn ugly though. XP

initial d.

2005-06-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

3 more days till initial d! and jay is cuuute! ^^ what a great pair of eyes he has la.

artwork

2005-06-20T17:19:00.000+08:00

http://artpad.art.com/gallery/?iidlqj1lbxb8

a retarded artwork of mine. (x

hols blues.

2005-06-16T16:39:00.000+08:00

whoo! it's 16 of june and i still haven't done my homework! ^^ yayy. i'm gonna die.
fark. i still miss him. :(

class outing!

2005-06-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

class outing rawkedd! ((: and my cheeks are tomato-red! x(

first i met kimmy at school and we went to pasir ris together. met the rest of the class at the pasir ris mrt. waited damn long for the freaking bus 4o3 which came almost like 1/2 hour later.

so at pasir ris park, net and me rented a double bike. (yaya i know i don't know how to cycle la. go ahead and laugh all you want! blahh.) so we cycle cycle.. or in fact, net cycled around the whole of pasir ris park. haha. it's so fun la! took quite a number of pictures. (but i bet elc and raine took more. hur.) so hrms. we left the place like around 2? i can't remember.

after that we went to white sands to have lunch. yupps. then went to the arcarde and played this really weird-but-interesting bishi bashi game. i am a born loser i tell you. i always kena kicked out first, followed by elc then net, who's the winner. blahh. i bet the arcade hates me la. it's like whatever game i play i'll surely lose. bleack.

then we walked around the whole place and decided to go to macs just to sit down and chit chat. uhh, yup. ok. let's not talk about that traumatising incident. *censors off*

so all 4 of us (kim, net, elc and me) went to the playground to pwayyy. *acts cute* haha. ya. net and elc sat at the swings while kim and me sat at the see saw. since there werent enough swings. after awhile it started drizzling and there was lightning and thunder. then kimmy started being really scientific by talking about how to get struck and all. hur. ya and the rain started getting quite heavy and we headed to the mrt station to decide on a place to go to and settled on going to the changi airport. the votes were like 3:1. and i'm the only one who doesnt want to go to changi airport but got dragged along in the end. -__-"

so we were like sitting in the train and crapped alot. i sang this really weird song that i made up (which i cant remember what) to elc and she got really freaked out. HA. i pro right. ya and i mistook this poster of a woman sitting in a car for jay sitting in a car in the initial d movie. oh and, evonne's wrist rest (i still think it's a hippo!) fell on a floor lots of times. haha. after some time we passed by expo. and my convo with elc goes like this:

me: "i want to go to expo leh."

elc: "for what?"

me: "uhh. to explore?"

elc: "cool! go expo to explore!"

after awhile..

elc: "eh guess what? i feel like going to the esplanade!"

me: "ya that was what i was thinking too! ((:"

haha. ya. last minute decision. and we went to the esplanade. but i didn't really want to go either since my mom wanted me to go home soon. :( but ya, i still went in the end.

at the esplanade, we saw this really hilarious thing la.! there was this corner for writing comments on this artwork which was a sketch of the lightbulb la. they actually provided this small little book for people to write comments on, which turned out that there wasnt any proper comments in the book. haha. and the book that i was looking at, some person wrote "i love fiona. -darren" on the front cover la. HAHAHA. imagine how hard i was laughing can. okays. nvm. being evil.

so after that me and kimmy went home and left elc and net. yeaa.

OKAYS! i've been typing sooo much. it's time to give my precious, sweaty little fingers a break. i can hear them panting! XD

@_@

2005-06-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

blahh. yesterday night i couldnt fall asleep. i was like, as awake as, let's say, an owl. i could read the whole of history textbook or count up to 10 000 sheeps without even feeling any bit tired i tell you. and i almost felt like a goldfish; like i have no eyelids and am unable to close my eyes. so finally, after a depressing one hour, i fell asleep and slept happily ever after. :)

ok. the paragraph above makes no sense.

ONE MORE DAY! class outing tomorrow! can't wait to go to pasir ris park! and would anyone mind if i hog their digicam for the whole day tomorrow?! pretty please? ^^;

bahh.rahh.gahh. o_O;

2005-06-12T21:06:00.000+08:00

CLASS OUTING! 2 more days and counting.. ((((((:

yayy.

2005-06-11T21:19:00.000+08:00

i can't wait for the class outing on 14th june! XDDD

went out.! (:

2005-06-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

went to TM with elc and lorraine since lorraine wanted to cut her hair. after cutting her hair, we went to the arcade and played this shooting game. it was damn exciting la! even though i'm not exactly good at it. uhh, let's just say, i'm very bad at it. after all, i'm still a girl yea? =/ so i screamed, i jumped and i overreacted. hur. i bet people were like thinking, why the hell is that psychotic girl screaming over a game?! and once again, i've embarrassed myself. ^_^;

after that we went to genki sushi to have lunch. it was damn ex la. the GST and service charge cost over $4?! damn. at first we thought that there were some mistakes in calculation so we were like loitering outside the restaurant trying to sort out the money. after a thorough calculating and sorting out, we decided to go back to the restaurant to get the receipt. then we realised about the GST and service charge thing.

so blablabla.. we decided to go to far east cos there isn't any neoprint machine that doesn't suck in TM.

hahaha. and i'm in love with that banana shop at far east! the clothes are so damn cute la. it's like, pink, pink, and more pink! XDD but it's like so freaking ex. $39 for a top?! wtf. so we took neoprints and far east and walk-walked around. and the neoprint machine was sucky la. one of the pen couldnt work and there's only one screen. and there's time limit! blahh.

and elc, i love my brother's pink ipod mini! face it, ipod rawks more than zen. forever. see those advertisments at the mrt station? haha. x)))

going for civil defence pro badge.. not.

2005-06-08T13:56:00.000+08:00

hur. so i didn't go for civil defence pro badge today. feeling so guilty now. but ya, what's done can't be undone. heh. hm. so let's just say that.. i kinda forgot that there's civil defence pro badge today and i only remembered this morning but unfortunately, i woke up wayy too late -- 1o3oam. and this is no lie! well, maybe part of it. haha. x)

can't wait to catch jue dui superstar later at o83opm! :D

civil defence pro badge.

2005-06-07T16:15:00.000+08:00

suddenly, i don't feel like going for the civil defence proficiency badge tomorrow. it's all the way from 8am to 5pm which is like 9 freaking hours and furthermore, it's at bukit batok. you can guess how far is that for me. i might take about 1hour to get there which means i have to wake up at around 6.15am, and that's totally ridiculous. i refuse to sacrifice my beauty sleep just for that damn badge.

ha. even my mom encourages me not to go. so it's 50/50 now. we'll see tomorrow. x)

madaaagascarr.

2005-06-03T17:11:00.000+08:00

two words:
MADAGASCAR RAWKS!
XD

i like to move it move it.
ok. that's 2+9=11 words.
oops. 11+2=13 words.
ok!! 13+2= 15 words excluding the underlined.

munkayy.

2005-06-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

yayy. i finally bought black eyed peas' monkey business! ((:

going back to school to hand in IP forms tomorrow. then going to healthzone to do the healthy lifestyle proficiency badge. after that maybe i'm going to watch madagascar with nina they all. whoo! ^^

ahh. my entries are getting shorter and shorter. haha.

i'm immune to love.

oohlala.

2005-05-31T11:25:00.000+08:00

shiAt! i lost my primary school's photos la. AHHH. it's like, one of my most precious things in my life. owells. serve me right for having the habit of leaving my things around. this is the second shock i had already. the first one was the loss of jay's fantasy album, which is still missing. bleackk.

shall go catch discs 6-10 of hai tun wan lian ren today.! ((x
xiaogang xiaogang xiaogang. <33
argh. i can't wait.

at the dolphin bay!

2005-05-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

gahh. i'm suddenly so obsessed with hai tun wan lian ren! watched 5 discs of it already. hahaha. felt so accomplished. XD xiaogang xiaogang xiaogang. <3 wallace huo rawks!

carnival day rawks!

2005-05-26T20:01:00.000+08:00

today's carnival day was fun! especially the drama club performance. (ahem ahem) bought fuzzy dude and did hanna on my left hand. it looks totally horrible though, and i knew that the person who did it was just like anyhow scribbling on my hand. blaaa. and our class earned $200+! ((:

tomorrow's the last day of school! whoo! ahh. actually i dont know whether i should be looking forward to the hols or not. i dont have much things on during the hols so probably i'll be slacking through the whole month and doing nothing. gahh. as usual.

inital d intial d lalala. :)

2005-05-25T20:50:00.000+08:00

HAHA I SAW INITIAL D'S ADVERT ON A DOUBLE DECKER BUS TODAY. you can actually imagine how crazy i went inside my mind. haha. and i smiled to myself. uhh. but ya. it lasted for around 3 secs before i realised that i was smiling to myself and i stopped. hurhur. AND INTIAL D IS GOING TO BE OUT ON 23 JUNE. wtf. it's like 1 month away. and it's killing me! but anyways, it's good to know that they had already put up the advert even though it's 1 month away. haha. i can already imagine all the jay fans in the movie theatre already! whoo! XD

ok nvm. i'm okay. really.

UG DAY RAWKED!

2005-05-21T22:51:00.000+08:00

just reached home from UG day! it rawked! seriously. XD

poor shermaine and azlin fell sick before the campfire. x( so anyways, we didn't have a real campfire cos it was raining. actually, it was only drizzling. so in the end we had the "campfire" at the hall. like, damn that stupid ~~whether~~ weather.

so we've got the cheering competiton and recycled fashion show at the hall. we sang alot of songs. and cheered. yup. VERY fun. i was practically shouting and singing my lungs out. heh.

after the whole thing, we had to clear up the field and all. and VS was being so nice okays.! they helped us to carry alot of things. and they didnt leave until the whole field was cleared. so nice of them. ((: thanks!

when all of our work was done, all 3 uniform groups gathered at the void deck and rejoiced. we left the school at only about 10pm. yup. so cool! i want to go for another campfire again! but next time it's not gonna be our own school, cos it's really tiring. i mean it. i'm so glad that it's over and done with now. x)

ushers blahs.

2005-05-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

aiya. i'm just so damn stressed about the whole guides ushers thingy. i got it done yesterday and they told us it's wrong and apparently the ma'ams are like confusing us. cos both of them gave us different information and i have to compile them into a final one. so i was like making up stuffs and naturally, i got most of the information wrong. now i have to redo everything and i still got the feeling that it's still wrong. ahhh!! and i have to get everything right lastest by tomorrow la. diediedie.

tomorrow there'll be a run-through for UG day. 2.30 to 6pm. 3 and a half freaking hours. i'm like already so exhausted now already can. i don't think i'll be able to use much of the comp tomorrow and the day after. so i guess i'll update this blog on sunday. ya. hope i'll make it through. kkays. gtg have my beauty sleep now. till then~

campfire!

2005-05-18T19:19:00.000+08:00

ok.. just came back from guides. haven't bathe yet and i truly stink now. UG campfire is gonna be so fun!! there'll be 12 schools coming on that day. and they are:

Broadrick Sec
Chai Chee Sec
Changkat Changi Sec
CHIJ Katong Convent
Chung Cheng High (Main)
Dunman High
Dunman Sec
Geylang Medhodist
Ping Yi Sec
Tanjong Katong Sec
Victoria School

ok.. i can't remember what the last school is already (i only saw the names of the schools once!). hms. will elaborate more later. gtg to watch love at dolphin bay now! xiaogang rawks! <3

11 days and counting..

2005-05-17T20:24:00.000+08:00

watching the little princess for lit today. it was great! i've read the story before, but it was one of those really kiddy ladybird storybooks. hah. so actually, i didn't know what half the story was about.

guides tomorrow. and i havent polish that damn trefoil yet. will be having the full-dress rehearsal. haha. and i'm one of the VIP ushers! together with nina. and together we can really do retarded things. XD

4 more days to UG day campfire. i LOVE campfires! whoo! ((: i can't believe i'm actually being excited about it.

6 more days to vesak day! slacking period.

11 more days to the june holidays! ahh.. the thought of it is already driving me crazy. x)

poof!

2005-05-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

GAWD. my mom just said that my face is plump. ok fine i know that i've been eating and sleeping alot lately but i guess it's just puberty?! bla..

"hm.. your face's like abit plump recently.. hen nan kan."

"o_O;; ok.. maybe i should eat lesser then."

"SIAO! you're already so skinny and blabla the lecture about eating habits goes on.."

"but i don't look nice with a plump face!"

"who cares? as long as your studies are good, it's enough already."

"err. okayys. and the connection is..?"

*rushes off to the toilet and examines my face carefully.. and boy, it's plump.*

bleghh.

campfirecampfirecampfire rawks!

2005-05-16T20:41:00.000+08:00

I CAN'T WAIT FOR UG DAY CAMPFIRE!!

:)

ok. being over-enthu here. heh.

science

2005-05-12T20:34:00.000+08:00

yesterday's scienzation was really fun! we were supposed to make this air refresher thing. but the first time we made it the gel really stinked. it smelled like cough syrup to me. so we ended up redoing the whole thing again. the second time we added in like half a bottle of the blueberry flavour. haha. then the teacher told us that the thing that was used to make the gel (gelatin) was actually taken from the animals' connective tissue. eeks.

today science rawked! we experimented on this mixing of matter thingy and it was really cool! i didnt know that sometimes mixing can result in chemical changes la. ahahs. so i mixed the magnesium ribbon with hydrochloric acid in the test tube and guess what? the test tube heated up. all by itself. so cool! XD so anyway, we are supposed to cover the test tube for awhile and place a lighted splint into the test tube. so i did this and it went pop! ahahs. then i used julia's iron fillings with hydrocholoric acid and this time it went wheet! the sound was like super cute can! ^^ hurhur.

argh. i cant wait for the june holidays to come. sighhs.

fluuu.

2005-05-09T19:31:00.000+08:00

arghh.! i've got the dammit flu for 2 days in a row already. all thanks to that heavy rain yesterday. this time it isn't any common flu that i usually have; i knew it, cos i have never had a flu that last for 2 days. i have eaten panadol but it isn't really helping.

i'm feeling super headachey and sleepy now. my voice sounds so monotone (no, not like jay's) and fake. and this didn't contribute much to the history test today either. =/ *dozes off* NO!! cannot sleep. i still have to catch the last episode of jing zhong ren later! ok. i shall blog to keep myself awake.

so. ok. hrm. dnt tomorrow. mr teo. wahahahahahs. i'm like so looking forward to it la!! ok.. i was just joking. hurhur.

i'll be having this scienzation competition thingy with net, raine and elc on wed. haha. i'm looking forward to this! this time i'm serious. haha. XD

ok. i'm acting really eccentric now. all that nonsensical rantings. gawdd. the flu has infected my brain cells! ahhhh... o.O"

ok. don't gimme that weird look people. yes you. the one with 2 eyes, 2 ears, 1 nose and 1 mouth. yesyes. don't deny it. (:

mr teo! ahahs.

2005-05-03T17:05:00.000+08:00

haha. today mr teo was hilarious! cos he was asking us to look at how he draws the orthographic (sp?) drawings la. then i noticed that he was using his left hand to draw. so i came to this conclusion that he's the first lefty teacher i've known [and it wasnt a good thing either; he's weird. x)] . being over-excited, i went to tell evonne about it. then the next moment i turn back to look at him, he was using his right hand to write! wtf. haha.

i can't remember who but somebody ask him about his handedness. so he answered, "Both. i draw with my left, write with my right, hold a gun with my left and hold a girl's hand with my right." hahaha. so cuteee!! isnt it cool to be ambidextrous? hahaha. at least it wouldnt be that bad if you have injured either hand rites. lol.

when we were drawing our orthographic drawings, he made a comment on someone's way of writing numbers. he went like, "Girl, i'm not too happy with the way you wrote your number 9. and your number 3 too... and your number 4... if you don't know how to write your numbers, look at the clock." last time he also commented on my number 9 [which unfortunately, my register number happens to be 19.] la. he expects us to write those comma-like 9. zz. crap la he.

haha. sometimes i think weird teachers aren't that bad after all. in fact, they're entertaining! i really like lessons that can make me laugh and go crazy. namely art and dnt lessons. lol.

hrms. girl guides tomorrow. and there's NO roll call and flag raising! whoo! ahahahs. will be doing some gadget tying. damn slack, but it's good. XD kkays. shall stop crapping here. till then~

-_____- Zz

2005-05-01T16:40:00.000+08:00

blahh. i'm sick of this layout already. i've used it for a looong 2 months. guess i'll be making a new one soon. during the june hols maybe. ya. soon.

traffic lights on strike!?

2005-04-28T18:06:00.000+08:00

today the traffic lights outside tkg went berserk i tell you. haha. the orange light was actually blinking kayys. so this means that people can't cross the road unless the cars actually stop for them la. ya anyways, there were a few kind souls that actually stopped for nina and me to let us cross the road. thanks! haha. and mr yap were kinda stucked at the other side of the road for quite a long time. i think he reported about the faulty traffic lights to the police or something la. he was like sitting at this chair, facing at the road and using his handphone. and being a teacher, he has got the responsibility to do that.

um.. this is a really short post. shall update more next time!

initial d

2005-04-25T17:00:00.000+08:00

http://www.initialdthemovie.com/
haha elc i don't care you're watching with me. (:
but i still have no idea when it's coming out. hur.

infection

2005-04-22T19:50:00.000+08:00

infection rawks! it's 70% funny and 30% scary. and it has a really complicated storyline. took me so long to understand. wahahahs. XD

i want to watch initial D! *grabs lynette* (:

"...there are express stream and some super stream students here."
"you all are like skids. *laughter from the class* i know. k-i-d-s. kids."
*starts using the marker with the cap on to write on the whiteboard*
*throws pieces of paper around, flungs her water bottle twice at the table, finally at the 2nd try the water bottle opens and she got herself drenched.*

Quotes and Actions from Mdm Seah.

blog categories.

2005-04-21T20:57:00.000+08:00

from my observation, the types of blogs are divided into two categories.

1. some people they blog about things happening in their lives.
2. some people they blog about what they think of the things happening their lives.

hm. i guess my blog belongs to the first catergory. ahh. a meaningless one. x)

lala.

2005-04-21T17:50:00.000+08:00

hm. i didn't know having freckles is actually a skin disease la. but it's without any medical conditions. haha. cool. (:

hockey today was really exciting! played my heart out. and screamed my lungs out too. cos we kept losing. hahaha. and i own goaled once! haha. didn't do that on purpose la. cos i was like hiting that ball towards my left and somehow it curved inwards and ya, i own goaled. haha. felt so guilty after that lors. um. and ya. we're the only team who got 0 points. lols. but nevermind.. most importantly, i really enjoyed myself la. hehe.

watched this performance about chinese opera for assembly today. it was kinda lame la. but lame in a funny way. the guy was like. talking every word with a 's' behind. for example, "today, i'm gonna show yous blablabla..." ok. it's not like my english is very good la. but with my kind of english standard, and if i can actually spot and correct his mistakes, that means that his english isnt that good either. then he went like, "blablabla.. sound and safe." hahaha. XD ok nvm. shan't talk about him anymore.

and after assembly.. our class with 2/2 and 2/8 had to do DC for failing our class cleaniness for 3 times. blahs. we had to carry and arrange chairs for the speech day la. and after doing this DC, we still have to do another 45mins of DC lors. wtf. i thought we did at least 1/2 an hour? zz.

maybe i'm watching infection with net tomorrow. maybe. yep.

guides.

2005-04-20T20:27:00.000+08:00

guides was OK today. yep. did an hour of footdrill. phew. thank god there's no sun. was kinda fun though.. even though i could feel my sweatdrops rolling down my forehead to my cheeks la. didn't dare to ask for permission to wipe my perspiration. cos i'll feel very paiseh. haha. ahh. self-torture.

then after footdrill we played this treasure hunt thingy. we have to go around chasing our senior for the guide laws. each of them will give us a guide law and we have to determine whether it's true or false. if it's true, then we have to tell them which guide law number is it. walao it was so farking tiring la. i stink digustingly after that lors.

hrms. english comprehension test tomorrow. i really have to do well for it. considering the fact that i have done terribly for the vocab test. sighs. Life.

zz.

2005-04-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

home econs practical exam today was so fun! (: we made mee goreng, pizza, banana split and sprite with natadecoco. haha. the banana split was disgusting can. the ice cream was melting and overflowing the glass. eeks. and i went around sampling people's food. especially elc's. haha.

missed recess to revise for the history test. didn't feel hungry at all, surprisingly. kinda missed lunch too. only ate like 1/4 plate of the mee goreng and 1/4 of the pizza and i rushed off for the rehearsal. zz. and it was boring.

guides tomorrow. and there's footdrill! watch how i embarrass myself in front of the seniors. just watch. blehh.

yayys-

2005-04-15T20:21:00.000+08:00

Omg i finally found F.I.R's Qian Nian Zhi Lian. Omg i love myself so much. ((: i rawk more than evonne. hur.

science "trip"

2005-04-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

today's science lesson was kinda "interesting". haha cos you know what? we were lost. we were actually lost in our own school.

farah s, gen, farah c, lorraine, evonne, julia, kimberly and i were like wandering around the whole school trying to figure out which room we are supposed to go to for science class. first we went to all the science labs. all of them are either empty or occupied. no sign of miss deepa anywhere. so we went back to the classroom, hoping to see the rest of the class there, but nope, the class is empty. not even one person was in the class. zilch. nil. zero.

desperately, we went to the circular block to search for the class. the comp labs and all. then we saw mdm khoo. so we went on telling her about the whole incident and she told us to go to the general office to check what room ms deepa booked for the science lesson. just as i thought we were finally saved from this ordeal, the lady actually told us that ms deepa didnt book any rooms! gawdd.

so we went around the whole school again.. including the fitness area and the place behind the classroom block (which was kinda ridiculous). for the last time, we decided to go back to the science labs to check again. and wow, the whole class was in the once empty science lab. and double wow, we actually spent like half the period looking for the class. o_O;

but anyways, this was a really "enriching" and "fulfilling" experience for me. haha.

don't show me that farking attitude. i'm better at it. you loser.

my life is so -fill in the blank-.

2005-04-14T20:29:00.000+08:00

hur. i'm just blogging for the sake of blogging. so as to prevent anyone from asking me to update. heh. i've got nothing to blog about now. shall blog again tomorrow then.

cheena-me

2005-04-11T19:01:00.000+08:00

hahaha. saw sylvester sim aka jay chou wannabe at bugis yesterday. so hilarious. almost laughed my head off. dont ask me why. haha.

hmm. created a chinese blog for chinese. haha. it's so crapped! XD it's so difficult to blog in chinese and my usage of chinese is like so damn weird la. hahaha. and i'm using one of those blogger default templates. too lazy to create one. hurs. wonder what zheng lao shi will think when she sees my blog. x)

i can't wait to buy F.I.R's new album!

quote of the day.

2005-04-10T11:05:00.000+08:00

"we buy junk and sell antiques.
some fools sell.
some fools buy."

JC joke on changing of lightbulbs.

2005-04-10T11:01:00.000+08:00

haha.. this is taken from friendster. very funny. XD

Q: How many RJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: 4 whole faculties. One faculty to design the new bulb, one faculty to test it out, one faculty to market it and one guy to write a stupid E-mail about lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: The whole school. To compete with RJC.

Q: How many TJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: The whole school. One student to screw it in and the rest to cheer and wave flags and banners to give him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: None. They can study without light.

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5JCs.

Q: How many ACJC students does it take tochange lightbulb??
A: None. They'd use all their money to employYJC to do it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. Only one teacher to tell them what alightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate (how do you think they're able to change it for ACJC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it taketo change a lightbulb?
A: They'd prefer it darker. *raises eyebrows*

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: None. Their physics is so bad that they make the male teacher cry.

Q: How many TPJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: They wouldn't bother.

Q: How many SAJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: None. They believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: None. They are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take tochange a lightbulb?
A: Huh, wat litebarbu...

Q: Don't you guys wonder who wrote this?
A: A Victorian!

Q: How many VJC students does it take to changethe lightbulb?
A: None. They are already very bright.

Q: How many PJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?
A: F*** the lightbulb lah, the principal will do something about rightbarbs. Let's do 300 jumping jacks for not wearing the proper school attire.

yuckk.

2005-04-08T19:59:00.000+08:00

today we watched this abortion thingy during science lesson.
it's gruesome.
gory.
sadistic.
cruel.
disgusting.
nauseating.
yuck.
double yuck.
o_O;
bleahhs. the foetus is like so damn tiny la. then they just took away its life. just like that. ughh. =/

hrms. nicole just made me her "jie jie". haha. i'm so honoured! and touched. *sniff* lols. haha. love (nerd) ya nicole! x) and thanks for using my layout for your blog too. even though it aint really nice. lols.

kayys. i'm still trying to straighten my back. tough job. blaa.

ughh.

2005-04-07T16:50:00.000+08:00

i think i've got a severe and visible hunch back(according to farah s and my mom). die la. and i was like trying to straighten my back today. but i just couldn't do it. i'll feel like i'm in an awkward position and everyone's gonna laugh at me. argh. i'm like already short enough and i've got hunch back.. i think my future is ruined. *cries* okok. -CUT!!- hehhs. actually i dont really care much about it la.

hrms. there's history test tomorrow. and i havent even started revising yet. blahh. but it's MCQ la. so i dont think it's be that difficult.. i hope. lol. and after that history test.. i'll be free! XD well not actually free la.. just that i'll be free from tests and all. but there's still plenty of projects awaiting. like the english entreprenuer proj and literature skit. bleahs.

omg. i think my mom and i are identical. cos i just saw this old photo of her when she was young and i realised that i really look almost 90% like her?! wow. that was freaky. haha. i can imagine me growing up looking like her. lol. ya. and that's heredity.

kayys. shall stop crapping here. tata for now!

i think geometry rawks more than algebra. (:

chinese CA

2005-04-06T22:09:00.000+08:00

the chinese CA sarked big time. like seriously. i think i'm gonna flunk. wow. and my parents gonna slaughter me. yayy. o_O;

hate me if you want to. i deserve it. i do. i really do.

sorry!

2005-04-05T15:48:00.000+08:00

heys.. sorry that i havent been updating this few days. there're just simply so many tests and projects coming up! ughh. doesnt mean this year is streaming year then they must torture us right. blahh. tomorrow there's chinese CA.. followed by history test. see how i die. just see.

haha. and i loved the science lesson on heredity yesterday! it's so fun and interesting! *koff* and in today's maths test.. i saw alot of FUs. hurhur. XD ok fine. shall stop teasing you le. ((: aiya. why do i have to remind myself about maths test?! it's all my fault that i didnt realise that 36 is actually a farking square la. and it's my fault that i didnt change the fraction to the simplest form either. shiaat.

there's guides tomorrow! blahh. but anyways tomorrow is UG day.. so i think should be quite slack bahh. haha. x) and i still havent iron my scarf yet.. and neither have i polished my trefoil either. oh and, i still havent study for my chinese yet. dead.

haha.

2005-04-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

haha. i just wanna blog about how i've got nothing to blog about. hurhur. XD

i'm just not being truthful to myself.

history proj sarks

2005-03-31T16:51:00.000+08:00

ahh.. yesterday evening after i reached home after guides and all, i rushed or rather, sprinted through the whole history newspaper thingy. walao. i almost fainted can. i was like designing designing designing.. and have to make sure the layout is neat and there's no mistakes. but unfortunately, there are still some mistakes. sorry mc! :( so i worked from 7.30pm to almost 12am.. so sleepy. and i suffered from prolonged radiation! which caused me to have a severe headache which in turn resulting me having difficulties to fall asleep. =/ hurhur. anyways i'm just glad that it's finally done. :)

hmm.. there's sports day tomorrow at bedok stadium. and i have no friggin' idea how to get there. all i know is just to "follow the crowd". ya i know i'm direction-blind. dont have to remind me that. i think it's genetic. you know. the 23 chromosomes (from the male sex) + 23 chromosomes (from the female sex) = 46 chromosomes. and my mom just told me that she's actually direction-blind too. XD wahahahahs. ok i'm going bonkers.

okok. shall stop crapping now. till then~

blabla

2005-03-29T22:11:00.000+08:00

sighhs. i miss my old blog. but there's no way i can change back to my old blog le.. so ya. guess i shall stick to this blog until i begin to get used to this.

new blog!

2005-03-28T18:00:00.000+08:00

haha. finally gotten myself blogspot. but actually i've gotten blogspot long ago.. just that it's only used for making blogskins only. yepps. diaryland sarks. it keeps giving me problems. so much for being extremely faithful to it since P6.

hrm. i think the name zer0-creativity is kinda weird.. but oh wells. i sark at giving names. maybe in the future my kids names will be like xiao qiang or something. wahahahs. so cuteee.

ya.. i also made this new layout for the opening of my new blog. a new blog, a new start. x) ahahs. this is the first imageless layout i've ever made yet. and you know what inspired me to do that? deviantart. cos i couldnt access to deviantart at that time and at the same time, i was fiddling around with my brushes and it turned out quite nicely done somehow.. so i edited the whole thing and poof! an imageless layout is done. lol. x)

ahh. tomorrow there's still another friggin' rehearsal. so super sian can. what if i bow and fall off the stage? hahaha. ok that's not funny. haha. i'm not laughing.. haha. ok fine ws shut up.

testing

2005-03-27T11:12:00.001+08:00

um. testing..

meeee. (:

OMG LOOK! IT'S A NEW LAYOUT!

whoo!

to: lynette chuaaa.

arghhhh.

grass ---> meat + milk

exams

-

quote from mdm surayah

suicidal.

geog sarks.

ip ip ip..

AHH!! JUNYANG!!

the earth says: hello! (:

wtf.

fourty.. four!

what an insult.

tou fa.

guides guides.

i'm on 44th heaven!

heh.

i'm tired.

ppl, i'm crazy.

birthdayy.

maple.

1520

nil

jcjcjc. -_-"

HECTIC.

koff.

haha. yearbook.

I MISS JAY ALREADY.

test

toothpaste is acidic.

footdrill.

>_<;

first day of term 3!

still feeling pmssy.

school's reopening and i hope it's all a dream!

INITIAL D IS OUT!

jayified.

artwork

initial d.

artwork

hols blues.

class outing!

@_@

bahh.rahh.gahh. o_O;

yayy.

went out.! (:

going for civil defence pro badge.. not.

civil defence pro badge.

madaaagascarr.

munkayy.

oohlala.

at the dolphin bay!

carnival day rawks!

inital d intial d lalala. :)

UG DAY RAWKED!

ushers blahs.

campfire!

11 days and counting..

*poof!*

campfirecampfirecampfire rawks!

science

fluuu.

mr teo! ahahs.

-_____- Zz

traffic lights on strike!?

initial d

infection

blog categories.

lala.

guides.

zz.

yayys-

science "trip"

my life is so -fill in the blank-.

cheena-me

quote of the day.

poof!